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Day 15
In your own space, share a favorite memory about fandom: the first time you got into fandom, the last time a fanwork touched your heart, crazy times with fangirls (whether on-line or off-line), a lovely comment you’ve received or have left for someone.


I first really got into Doctor Who fandom when [livejournal.com profile] djm4 took me along to a monthly gathering of Doctor Who fans that had been going since before the old series went off air. They were a friendly bunch, the kind who managed to combine an encyclopaedic knowledge of the show and all things related to it with the kindness never to make me feel my ignorance, and they talked about all sorts of things that had nothing to do with Doctor Who; sometimes we could spend a whole evening there without the show being mentioned at all, just enjoying each other's company, celebrating each other's successes, commiserating on each other's problems. I felt less social anxiety there than anywhere else at the time. (Love and Monsters was partly a tribute to that kind of fandom, which may be why [livejournal.com profile] djm4 and I loved it when so many others hated it.)

So for a few years I became a regular, until my schedule became too complicated. I'm still in touch with a good handful of the people I met there, though. Amongst the old hands were a number of writers who had managed to merge their fannishness with their careers: they worked on fannish magazines, they had written episode guides or novelisations or New Adventures, and quite a few of them went on to work on the new series, which was in the planning stages at the time I started going. One who attended occasionally was Steven Moffat, who probably doesn't remember me at all, and that's fine; we probably only spoke four or five times. He was introduced to me only as "Steven"; about halfway through our conversation, he realised that I had no idea which Steven he was. A flicker of surprise crossed his face - clearly this was already something that didn't happen to him very often, especially in that context - but he dealt with it with good grace. I remember that he was already working on Jekyll by this stage and rambled at me amiably about it for a while before drifting off to talk to someone who actually knew him ;-)

I think my favourite memory of that gathering is from a few years later: the new series was a runaway success, Steven had won three Hugos, and there were strong rumours that RTD was about to announce his departure. We all suspected that Steven was the showrunner-in-waiting, but the BBC was controlling news about the show very closely, so most of us knew better than to ask him. One night, though, we were sitting cosily round a table in the pub basement, and someone - I don't even remember who - not only asked The Question, but did so repeatedly. We spent the next twenty minutes or so listening to Steven coming up with increasingly creative ways of refusing to answer. We laughed a lot. It was an amazing display of wit and language, and I still look back on it very fondly.

And then there was the fish fingers and custard story, but I think those of you who haven't heard that one from me will have to ask me in person ;-)
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Day 14

In your own space, ask for help. Need a beta? Always wanted to learn how to make a vid? a fanmix? icons? Maybe you’d want to have someone cheering for you while you work on an upcoming big bang or fannish bingo?


I've always thought that writing fiction isn't my thing - but over the course of this challenge, I've come to think that perhaps Bible!fic might be something I could manage and would enjoy (my undergrad degree was in theology.) So, if I were to try my hand at a few short pieces, who might be up for cheerleading and betaing? Preferably someone I don't regularly see offline, I think - I'll be less self-conscious that way. And it may be a little while before I actually have anything for you to look at - I have a lot on my plate right now, but it does include a few long journeys that might provide some time to scribble a bit.
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Day 12

In your own space, rec at least three fanworks that you think would make a good intro into XYZ fandom. Rec a fandom overview, a introductory picspam, stories that define and shape the fandom.


I've chosen Bible!fic for this, because I think people often have misconceptions about it - that it's always blasphemous (depends on your definition of blasphemy, really, but I think actually relatively few of them are, and the most edgy ones usually warn for it) or always about slash (all the fics I rec in this post are gen.) At its best, it casts new light on the texts by exploring hidden implications; [personal profile] tree_and_leaf coined the term Exegesis!fic for it. Here are three examples that I like, two from the Hebrew and one from the Christian scriptures:

Dear Moses by seekingferret. Zipporah canonically calls Moses "a husband of blood" after she circumcises her son, but it's not entirely clear (to a modern Gentile reader, at least) what she means by it. In this unsent letter, there's no doubt about it: she's angry.

Hearing Voices, by Adarog (Mommybird). Saul's meeting with the Witch of Endor, from her point of view. Shares some themes in common with the previous one; I like that in both of them, we get to hear the voice of a woman and a pagan - not categories of people we hear from very much in the source texts.

Some Secrets in a Privacy Forever Ours by [personal profile] tree_and_leaf. John has mixed feelings about the resurrected Jesus. I love this, it's such a human reaction.

Day 13

In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favourite interview, a book) and explain why you love it so much.


Vincent and the Doctor (Doctor Who), for beautiful visuals and a nuanced portrayal of mental illness, and especially the insight that although the good days don't undo the bad, they're still worth having. This episode also turned my god-daughter into a huge van Gogh fan, which is a nice example of Doctor Who still fulfilling the educational part of its original mission.
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My Kindle died suddenly for no apparent reason (gibberish on the screen, buttons not responding). So I tried the troubleshooting guide on the site: soft reset, hard reset, charge fully, hard reset again. Still got the same problem. Okay, fine, I used their "contact us" form to request a callback. Not quite believing the "Call Now/Call in Five Minutes" buttons, I expected to settle in for a long wait. No: the phone rang within a second or two of clicking the button, and I got a friendly young chap - in a call centre in the Philippines or thereabouts, I'd guess from the accent - who managed to sound genuinely concerned despite no doubt doing hundreds of these calls every day. He asked me to try the hard reset procedure one more time and talk him through the results, which I was happy to do, and then said that he thought replacement would be the best option; my Kindle was long out of warranty, but they could do me a special price of £50 inclusive of shipping. My Kindle is a Kindle Keyboard with 3G and Wifi, which is currently selling for £149 plus shipping, so this is a pretty good deal, and I took it straight away. I had to confirm the last 4 digits and expiry date of my credit card, he explained he would be sending me a confirmation e-mail with instructions on returning my old Kindle, and we were done. The whole thing took maybe five minutes from the time I requested the callback. The replacement is due to be delivered tomorrow. Somewhere I'd gathered the impression that Amazon Customer Service were difficult to deal with, but today they were actually rather lovely.
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Day 11

In your own space, ask for recs. Something as simple as "I like XYZ (where XYZ is a kink, a pairing, a trope, etc) - please rec me some."


I like lots of things, but one thing that often hooks me is some sort of religious, metaphysical or mythological twist on a fandom that is not canonically about those things, even if it's not a fandom I normally follow (so long as I can figure out roughly what's going on). If you have anything like that bookmarked somewhere, rec away!
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Day 10

In your own space, talk about a creator. Show us why you think they are amazing.


I love [personal profile] petra's writing. I especially love her Annie (Life on Mars; Annie/Sam/Gene), and the way she makes consent negotiations sexy in that story and this White Collar one (Elizabeth/Neal/Peter). This little TARDIS character study also stuck in my mind, especially for the hint of menace as she considers what she could do if she really wanted to.
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Day 7

In your own space, create a list of at least three fannish things you'd love to receive, something you've wanted but were afraid to ask for - a fannish wish-list of sorts. Drop a link to your wish-list in this post. Maybe someone will grant a wish. Maybe you will grant a wish. If any wishes are granted, we'd love it if you link them to this post.


Darn - I know I keep thinking of icons that I wish I had, but can I remember them now? Let's see:

1) Tiffany Aching. I always end up using my Professor McGonagall icon on Pratchett-related posts, because she strikes me as someone who would be very much at home with Nanny Ogg and Granny Weatherwax, but it always feels a bit wrong to use her for another universe, all the same.

2) I think this counts as fannish, because it's likely to get used in meta posts: an icon for my fat activism posts that makes the point a bit more clearly than the icon I've used here, but doesn't imply that I'm fat myself (used to be, but then had some unintentional weight loss and don't want to imply that I think my current size counts as "fat", because I know that can be upsetting to people who are larger. There is some discussion around this in the comments here.)

3) An icon of Older!Amy that expresses how awesome she is (for more on how I respond to her, see my meta post The Girl Who Inconveniently Grew Up, which was also one of my self-recs from Day 1).
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Day 6

In your own space, rec at least 3 fanworks you thought you wouldn't like (because they weren't your fandom or they pushed against your boundaries or you thought you just wouldn't be interested) and that you ended up loving.


All of these fall under "not my fandom", and the last one pushes a couple of boundaries:

Children of the Wanderers (Rock of Ages translation by [personal profile] cosmic_tuesdays - Supernatural AU, gen, some violence.

Dreaming On by Elfwreck - Changeling: the Dreaming, gen.

Ever So Much More Than Twenty by the_alchemist - Peter Pan, Adult!Wendy/Hook, mention of child death, amputee fetish.

From which I guess we can conclude that to get me to read something I think I might not like, you should include a sprinkling of religion, or be someone I have a pre-existing connection with, or both :-)
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(Days 3 and 4 involved interacting one-to-one with other fans, so although you didn't see a post here, I'm still up to date).

Day 5

In your own space, share something non-fannish you are passionate about with your fannish friends. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.


I'm passionate about quite a few things, so it took me a while to decide which one to write about for this challenge. Refugee law? I've written about it quite a bit here already. Politics? Likewise, plus the advent of lolitics, clameron et al makes it arguably a fannish interest anyway - not to mention the high degree of overlap between Lib Dems and Doctor Who fans ;-) Formula 1? Fannish. Religion? There's Bible fanfic too...

So, in the end I've decided to share a little about singing, which I think I haven't written about very much here so far. Musical autobiography: Long )

Perspective

Jan. 5th, 2012 10:04 am
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Just did a BUPA online health screen (via work), which tells me that I have a 96% of living to 70, 66% chance of living to over 90 and 25% chance of living to over 100; that there is nothing more I can do to reduce my risk of heart disease, cancer or indeed death; and that by losing 15 lbs I could reduce my diabetes risk by a grand total of 5%.

That'll be a no, then.

(It's actually not a bad report, mind, as these things go; the notes have actual citations to actual peer-reviewed papers, and it points out that weight loss can be risky, although it doesn't seem to make any attempt to quantify that downside.)
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Catching up:

Day 2

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you did not create. Drop a link to your post in the comments. See if you can rec fanworks that are less likely to be praised: tiny fandoms, rare pairings, fanworks other than stories, lesser known kinks or tropes. Find fanworks that have few to no comments, or creators new to a particular fandom and maybe aren't well known or appreciated. Appreciate them.


For the first two, you need to be a member of the TGS LJ comm - sorry about that, but it's easy enough to join provided your profile shows you have an interest in slash:

It's All Relative - a rather sweet Top Gear/Doctor Who crossover that doesn't have very many comments. James/Stig, pre-slash(ish), PG.

Jay Cee - more Top Gear; not sure it counts as "less likely to be praised", but it's one of my all-time favourites, so I couldn't resist. Possibly blasphemous if you prefer your religion separate from your fandom. Gen or mild James/Jeremy.

And I'm not sure how easy this one is to find if you're in HP fandom, but as someone who isn't, I certainly wouldn't have known to look here if I didn't know the author: By Sulfur and Salt: Snarry, Snape/Lily, genderqueer. Contains the brilliant line 'I mean, she's supposed to be dead, but I saw her today! In Chipping!' as if it were some additional moral affront, to be alive in Chipping rather than anywhere else.
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For more about this challenge, go here. I am not promising to post every day, but I will try to do as many as I can.

Day 1

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator. Drop a link to your post in the comments.


Since "fanworks" for the purposes of this challenge expressly includes meta, I'm linking to three of my meta posts:

A review of the Buffy episode Storyteller, in which I reveal some of my personal buttons in the areas of tolerance and nerddom; of all my meta posts, I think this one probably fits the theme of the Snowflake Challenge best. This is an edited version for this challenge, as the original contained references to other people's confidential information and was therefore friends-locked, but I have not changed the substance of my views.

The Girl Who Inconveniently Grew Up, a review of the Doctor Who episode The Girl Who Waited, which I think was my most-linked meta post ever.

And finally, in the category of "I read these things so you don't have to", have a review of Sondra Marshak and Myrna Culbreath, The Price of the Phoenix (there is also a follow-up here covering The Fate of the Phoenix).
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This book tells the story of the Panacea Society, a religious community founded in 1919 by a group of mostly middle-class, mostly middle-aged Englishwomen who came to believe that their houses in Bedford stood in the original Garden of Eden; that one of their number was the new Messiah, sent to redeem the human body as Jesus of Nazareth had redeemed the soul; and that by following her instructions and those of the "Instrument of the Divine Mother" - another community member from whom much of the community's theology and rule of life actually came - they could achieve immortality in their current bodies. The Society still exists as a registered charity, but no longer functions as a residential community, focusing instead on curating a permanent exhibition on the Society's history and making grants to other charities working in the areas of health and poverty relief.

Shaw is an academic historian and Anglican priest who wrote this book with the support and co-operation of the two surviving community members and the family members of several others, including the granddaughter of Octavia herself. It is a sympathetic, but critical account, and absolutely fascinating. Shaw does an excellent job of setting the story in the political and cultural context of the time, showing that the community's beliefs were not as outlandish in relation to the intellectual milieu of their time as they may appear now in isolation. Indeed, the members all managed also to remain members of the Church of England, or if they had come from other backgrounds, were baptised and confirmed into the C of E as a condition of membership in the Society. The community's practices, too, were not so very different from those of other religious movements of the time and included a strong emphasis on doing things in moderation rather than to extremes. Some of the practices aimed at overcoming character flaws will be familiar to anyone who has read much about pre-Vatican II Roman Catholic religious orders, yet at the same time there were garden parties, dances, bike rides, picnics, musical soirees and twice-weekly cinema outings: "Most of us have been taught that we must not enjoy ourselves too much," Octavia wrote, "but now we are beginning to find that God wills us to enjoy His gifts as much as we can."

At the same time, Shaw does not shy away from pointing out the racism, homophobia and above all classism that permeated the community's organisation and teaching, nor does she use the historical context to excuse or minimise these. She also paints a nuanced picture of the community's gender politics, pointing out that the community gave women a central role in its theology and relied entirely on them for its leadership at a time when this was still a rarity, but also that the flip side of that theology was a rigid gender essentialism and that the community's disapproval of secular politics meant that many women who joined the community from the suffragette movement in the end never exercised the voting rights they had fought so hard to win.

What intrigued me most about the community, though, was its handling of Octavia's mental illness. Before founding the community, she had been hospitalised twice for what was then diagnosed as melancholia - nowadays we would say depression - accompanied by religious delusions and obsessions, and she remained mentally ill for most of her life. Her followers were well aware of this, but far from counting it as evidence against her Messiahship, they constructed an entire theology around it: as Jesus had suffered in his body in order to redeem the soul, so Octavia had to suffer in her soul in order to redeem the body, and they kept detailed notes of these sufferings (i.e. the fluctuation of her depressive and obsessive-compulsive symptoms) in their diaries. Octavia seems to have shared their belief that her suffering had a purpose linked to her mission, although she was clear that this belief in itself did not transform the actual experience of the illness: "I want to make this clear that I do not feel any Presence, it just has to be suffered in the ugly, drab way that a FACT has to be borne. This I think is to show up the absurdity of much in the Church. Even Good Friday has a 'dressing', a staging that has helped to take away the awful FACT of the Blessed Lord's sufferings." In Shaw's pages, we thus see Octavia not merely finding meaning in her own mental illness, but being supported in doing so by a whole team of cheerleaders - a very different response from that experienced by most mentally ill women of her era. As a result, she went from being sectioned because she could not run a conventional family home to presiding for a period of fifteen years (until her death from complications of diabetes) over a community that had at its height 66 resident and around 1900 non-resident members, many of whom she seems to have genuinely helped with practical as well as spiritual advice, housing, and sometimes money. It was of course a ridiculously drastic solution to the problem, but I couldn't help feeling a certain admiration.
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Robert Cunninghame Graham (1852-1936) was an author and politician from a family of impoverished Scottish gentry. He was something of a celebrity in his day, and the anecdotes he brought back from his travels furnished characters for Joseph Conrad and George Bernard Shaw. When I ordered this book, though, pretty much all I knew of him was that he had been a Liberal MP who went on to co-found, successively, both the Scottish Labour Party and one of the forerunner parties of the SNP. That alone told me that he must have been quite a character. Just how much of one, I had no idea. He spent his early adulthood as a cattle-rancher and horse-dealer in Latin America, which gave him a lifelong passion for Hispanic culture and an abiding hatred of imperialism. He returned to Latin America and horse-dealing in his sixties during the First World War, buying horses for the British Cavalry and later trying to organise merchant convoys of food supplies from Latin America to Europe. In the intervening years, he was kidnapped by rebels - and escaped; excluded from the House of Commons on several occasions for refusing to withdraw remarks the Speaker considered offensive ("Mr Speaker, I never withdraw"); and jailed for assaulting a policeman during the Bloody Sunday confrontations in 1887. He also had a fondness for impossible quests, amongst them prospecting for gold in Spain; attempting to drive a troop of horses 800 miles from Uruguay to Brazil, through forests and over mountains, without a map; and travelling around the Middle East in search of a lost city, disguised as a medical doctor and descendant of the Prophet.

He was ahead of his time in many of the causes he supported: he thought the suffragette movement should widen its focus to include equal pay and job discrimination, and wanted Oscar Wilde to plead not guilty at his trial, to make the point that homosexuality was not immoral and should not have been a crime. His race politics was sadly less in advance of his milieu; while his sympathies were almost always with the colonised against the colonisers, his writings do contain some stereotypes - amongst them at least one instance of the Noble Savage trope - and occasionally some offensive language (including the n-word.) He was never particularly effective as a politician, and after some early successes, his writing quickly went out of fashion. But despite his limitations, I found his story interesting and engaging, and came out knowing more about the British political history of the period than I did going in.

Hey!

Dec. 8th, 2011 09:37 am
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A few months ago, there was a conversation on my flist about the trend towards "Hey!" as a greeting rather than "Hi!" At the time, I said I used it only with my kids, because they had started using it with me. This morning, I realised that in the short time since that conversation, it's spread to my office as well, and I now use it quite freely with colleagues. I think I only use it with older colleagues if they use it first, but with younger colleagues I often actually initiate it.

Funny how quickly language evolves.
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This month, we had two book selections for the Kitchen Reader bookclub, chosen by Julie of Savvy Eats: Eat Where You Live: How to Find and Enjoy Local and Sustainable Food No Matter Where You Live by Lou Bendrick and Just Food: Where Locavores Get it Wrong and How We Can Truly Eat Responsibly by James E. McWilliams. We could choose either or both; I read both. Despite the similar subject-matter, though, the two books are very different, not just in their message, but in their purpose and style. Eat Where You Live is a how-to book for people who are already convinced that a local diet is the way to go, so it doesn't make the argument for locavorism at all; its target market doesn't need that. Just Food, on the other hand, is intended as a serious contribution to the debate over whether a local diet really is the best approach; it's full of footnotes and citations, which are absent from the other book. It would be pointless to try to comment on which was more convincing, because Bendrick wasn't trying to convince me, just as it would be pointless to turn to McWilliams's book for supplier lists. Read more... )
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This is my first month of participating in the Kitchen Reader book club. This month's book, chosen by Sarah of Simply Cooked, is a collection of essays by Laurie Colwin from the 1980s, which together make up a memoir of her experiences of cooking.

The collection started well for me, with a self-description that could easily apply to me as well: "Unlike some people, who love to go out, I love to stay home [...] My idea of a good time abroad is to visit someone's house and hang out [...] wander around the markets figuring out that night's dinner [...] it is not just the Great Works of mankind that make a culture. It is the daily things, like what people eat and how they serve it."

However, as I read on I got increasingly irritated. This may be partly because I am British, and Colwin romanticises all things English in a way that really grates on me. I also felt there was a judgemental tone to a lot of her comments about other cooks (or people who don't like to cook) that is the opposite of what [livejournal.com profile] nou created at Snake Soup and I am trying (in my copious spare time) to continue. I wonder how many people recognised themselves in her stories of failed dishes and dinner parties, and how they felt about it. I certainly hope the trans person who gets referred to as "she or he" didn't stumble across that.

Her lists of tips and equipment are very prescriptive, as well, and to me her writing doesn't have the charm to carry that off. A lot of the essays seem poorly constructed, too, petering out at the end, as if she had a word limit and achieved it simply by writing until she hit it and then stopping, rather than crafting the piece properly.

On the plus side, while most of the recipes she discusses aren't suitable for my dietary needs (which is fine), I do want to try her idea for sauteed vegetables and egg, which she describes as the "ultimate one-pot meal". I will report back.
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I've decided to stop blogging all the books I read - I'm permanently backlogged, and it's become another unnecessary source of stress. When I read a Kindle book, I'll be tweeting that I've done so, since Amazon provides a nice little automated feature for that, so feel free to ask me about anything that looks interesting. My Twitter handle is liz_with_hat. Other than that, I'll only blog a book if it's part of the Kitchen Reads book club or if there's something I particularly want to say about it. I know some of you liked the booklist posts, so apologies, but I really need to cut back on the amount of stuff I do in the "nice but not strictly necessary" category.
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I am still spending way too much time on DW/LJ when I should be doing other things, so I am going to be trimming my lists again in both places. As ever, it doesn't mean I don't like you any more - there just aren't enough hours in the day.

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